The reality about situations that bring you jolts of happiness is sometimes they are here today, gone tomorrow. This is not suffering by any means, I’m just experiencing a small dose of disappointment, primarily in myself. I am still learning to find a balance between my desire to express my passions and just letting things flow – must learn to define what casual really means in relation to others. My personality is certainly laid-back, but could never be misidentified as casual. Too much artistic-loving blood in these veins, apparently.
This particular happiness came out of nowhere and should result in what promises to be a mutually beneficial friendship.
Make mistakes. Learn and grow. Rinse and repeat.